Dull Morning

I woke up today feeling sad and full of regret.  They say that time will fix things and eventually the memories will just stop floating back.  I honestly wonder if he ever thinks about me... I hope he is happy because I want him to be.

I am supposed to be working this morning but the weather says it's not 65 degrees yet. -__- I'm honestly considering going there just to clean up and mark down all the chemicals and what not... Poop... I need to keep myself busy today.  Tonight I get to go see Kathy Trinh! I love her and I'm super excited to hang with her again. It was probably a good thing that we planned something for today...

Vampire

I am just finishing up Twilight.  I started reading the books over again which caused me to have a Twilight movie urge.  I want a man like Edward Cullen...someone who can't stand to be away from me and will protect me from every imaginable thing (monsters, pain, death).  I can dream right?

Work has been going pretty swell... I'm getting sun burned though. I don't know how I'm going to make it through the summer without turning another race.  I work tomorrow now too and hopefully I'll get a chance to jump into the pool.  I am officially addicted to Ebay.  I love shopping around and getting good deals.  I just bought a Korean dress for $20.99.  I pray that it will fit and look nice on me haha.

Everything is Going to be Okay

I had a fantastic time sleeping over at Maddie's house last night.  We stayed up discussing random hilarious topics.  Haha I was laughing so hard that I could hardly breath...I really missed being this happy.  After spending this time with my friends I realize that things are going to be okay and life moves on.  Each day just keeps getting better and better.  Maddie's mom made crepes for us for breakfast.  She makes the best food! We also went to a vietnamese restaurant called VINA...? I think?  I really liked it! I also really love fooooood!

Anna and I went to Hoban for lunch today.  It was delicious which wasn't a surprise. It was nice to spend some time with Anna. I had a really great time hanging out with Kathy and her group of friends.  They are all so nice and accepting.  I am jealous of the friends that she has.  I can just tell that they are all really great people.  Hanging out with them really helped me get my mind away from my thoughts.  I felt relaxed and just happy.  I love that feeling. I had a really great night and I loved the new X Men movie. Tonight is a good night.... 

Life is Moving Forward

I had another good day at work.  The pool isn't officially opened so I pretty much sit and watch the ducks swim around in the poop colored water.  I am getting super tan though! I swept the bathrooms trying not to think too hard about all the spiders that might crawl up my broom.  I made puppy chow and these chocolate bars tonight. Yumm!

I started reading Twilight today at work.  Ugh... I hate how the only image in my head is Kristin Stewart.... totally ruins the book.  So...I absolutely love my macbook pro... I also love my puppy... I can honestly say that each day is getting easier and easier.  I am enjoying each day and staying positive.  I miss my happy self.

Tomorrow I am going to a sleepover with Maddie and Anna. I am so excited! I still miss having her as a friend... sort of bummed that things turned out this way...